I thought I was ready to let go but she wasn’t ready to let go of me. I had to get the last bit of rage out like an itch on my skin. Everything in me was so harsh but I think the world is too harsh now.  I’m softened and tenderized now. And I can breathe a little bit.

Please return isn’t really a project about healing cause I just don’t move that fast. It’s like a pre healing stage. i

I just wanted to suffocate a liiiittle more.

So now I want to do something sweeter and something you could listen to with your grandma or put on during a drive to get groceries. i don’t wanna self destruct every time put pen to paper. I would rather just melt and let the air smooth me out across the surface. Life is too short to stay sick. please please return.

Chloe